Tuesday 31 March 2009

Quick note

Just a quick note, this template is only temporary! and more features and up to date photos will be added in the coming days and weeks.
Update to this post i quite like this template now and i think i will keep it! lol

Nasty ugly virus in the house

Me and Alice have had a virus! but i think she's come off worse with it! i had to get the doctor out today and i must say it was a bit of a battle to get him to come out! she even passed out in the bathroom after she had been vommiting and the the doctors practice asked me to bring her in! what is happening to this country! Alice has not mentioned her mummy for quite a while now but she did today! i think all kids need their mum when they are feeling poorly, but hopefully as i type this i can hear her being quite busy in her room! so fingers crossed she may be getting better, as for me it's kept me busy today so ive not been to anxious but i know it's lying dormant at the moment! i hope i can get Alice back to school maybe for a day or two so i can maybe recharge my batteries ready for the easter hols!

Anxiety level medium

Monday 30 March 2009

The return

This is a blog about my struggle in life with anxiety! i have done a blog before and it did really help me to understand this at times debilitating condition! but due to personal commitments and foolishly thinking i was rid of anxiety i deleted it, but now i'm back! and i'm back for good! my life has changed dramatically over the last few months, as last November my wife sadly lost her battle with cancer and i am left alone to look after my daughter who is mentally handicapped and as you can imagine my anxiety has gone through the roof!!! in a very big and scary way!!! with very scary symptoms!!! all will be revealed over the next few days so stay tuned.

Anxiety level High