Just when i thought i was turning the corner i get really BIG symptoms of Anxiety,Panic, Stress, Depression...just about everything really! Very very scary stuff like i've never had before! there is no quick fix for stuff like that you just have to ride it out the best you can, i couldn't think of anything good or positive in my life, all the relevant authorities in this so called caring nation of ours just seem to want to make things harder for me at the moment! and my family continue to baffle me with their selfish traits.
Normally this is my favourite time of the year and the weather has been nice but having nobody to share it with just puts a constant black cloud over my head! but as my wise old mother said recently "it won't always be like this" i hope she's right!
Anxiety Level High
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Bummer Gary, that's extra sad that you're missing your wife at times like this. Your mum's correct of course, like George Harrison sang, "All things Must Pass" ... including the grief you've gotta wade through in this tough first year. Cheers Gary, I hope that anxiety level eases for you this week.
Thankyou Diver your comments mean a lot to me, the grieving for my wife has really shocked me! you have to go through it to understand it and obviously having Alice makes it twice as hard.
yes Gary "things never do stay the same hunny" its impossible to do so x x x x
thats the worst thing about it Rach xxx
Oh Hunny ..I understand how you can feel this way... less your heart xxx
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