Friday 3 April 2009

There maybe some help after all!


I woke up at 4 ish this morning with that old familiar feeling again! something wakes you up and you just don't feel right! you just can't put your finger on it! but i seem to remember going to bed last night not fully switched off and relaxed.
But on a positive note for me i think i have a carer on board for Alice...well someone that will come and sit and supervise her while i go off and clear my head for a bit which hopefully should make me a lot fresher and help us both! so fingers crossed that it will be a success! but on first impressions i'm quite happy with what i have seen so far.
This virus me and Alice have had is a bad lingering one! it really is taking a lot to shift! i thought i was getting better but i just feel rough again, it's probably because we are both a bit low after the whats happened the last few months, we need some fun and laughter back in our lives! that is the best drug going! i will see what i can do : )

Anxiety Level Medium

4 comments:

Rachel's Diary said...

Hi Hun, Yes it is true ...laughter is the best medicine..its a very true saying! I believe in it so much.... I am so glad you are having some help.. you need some "YOU" time... Alice prob needs some "somebody else" time LOL... It will be good for her to see someone else ... sometimes a change of routine can get rid of lingering bugs in your body.... get doing some of the things that make you feel good hunny.... ! I have been adpoting this method..arranging more dinner parties etc...as before i was thinking " I cant do that..what if i panic.." well now i think .."tuff, what if i do panic..they will have to wait " .. but touch wood...up to yet I have been ok x x x

Gary said...

Yeah thats the way to go Rach we have to face our fears and it does work but it's not always possible to do! Alice got on well with the carer which was a relief then i was set free and didn't know where to go! lol xxx

Rachel's Diary said...

Thats usually the case.... hows about the pub! LOL

Gary said...

yeah thats where i ended up! lol